my final round

[todd]

guess it was just destiny.


i am so fucking pissed off that it would come down to this. i kinda wish i'd just done what rob wanted and left without waiting for results.

i am stupid. i cant sleep because of how livid i am. i cant believe she's not even gonna get a penalty or anything. it's like i'm being forcibly removed...



and the fight with erinn... then being dumb and letting lindsey's vote get out... and letting erinn talk me into opening up to chris... rob asking me to step down. being ushered out the door by the hosts... this all just sucks. suddenly what was fun is just no longer fun. at all.


i'm so not voting chris or ozzy. even if they're final 2, i'm not voting either of them. cause this is just... well... bullshit.



i am just livid.




it's like not even worth it. i took down my post for hte challenge, renamed it whatever. it's not a post for the challenge. i did NOT post for the challenge.


from now on i am going to be inactive as well. fuck it.

[todd]

jeez i cant figure out why it bothers me so much...


it should almost be better to be taken down by a twist than by... ozzy or something



and honestly i am ready to go so i don't know... guess i'm just in a bad mood from all the fighting.



sorry. like you said christa i'm a venter, and that's what i'm doing. just pay no attention to me

[todd]

wreckless abandon

you must... be having fun
give this gift to the queen... of everything -
it's my heart
fresh, for you to rip apart
if i grovel to you then that's all i can do
if i get down on my knees then you know that it's true
cut the head off the fish,
serve the rest on a dish
fresh, and rip it apart
thin the herd

my time is an egg
it's cracking by default
drip the contents in a bag and put it in the trash
i know that nothing is sacred,
nothing is sacred
every option is shit... from this point on

and it's not in direction
everywhere is just fucky
one great big misconception
everything is just sucky
after five uneventful echoey clicks
comes lucky number six
thin the herd

and i'll be the first to admit that nothing was sacred

[todd]

that's right... lucky number 6.

[todd]

i suppose i should sum up...


okay according to erinn, ozzy made a deal with chris to take him to final 2, should he screw over rob and me and erinn thereby assuring ozzy would win at the end.

chris told me ozzy was out to get me. i confronted ozzy, he said he wasn't, we fought, it is over with us for sure. although it was before.

chris was about to vote rob out, then me, erinn, and rob talked to him and tried to get him to vote coach like he originally said.

i told about lindsey's extra vote because i'm a moron and i came on and ran my mouth while i was drinking just like ozzy does. ozzy figured this out, presumably from chris, and told lindsey. she got pissed off at me but said she is still on my side because her and i connect personally. i doubt this is true... i know i connect with her but i dont see why she'd trust me.

chris showed ozzy, or told ozzy, of the group chat with me and erinn and rob. and has been hsowing him my convos. and admitted to it. chris voted coach out and told us all that ozzy was now pissed off at him.

lindsey let me know before he voted that he was changing it to coach and that him and ozzy were talking about it.

ozzy started running his mouth again about how i am out next.

i got fucked by christa for the millionth time... "randomly" lol j/k hun

chris told me that sandra told him she's with him but wants me out. and she is throwing the challenge. and will not be penalized

ozzy kept running his mouth.

sugar told me she would vote out sandra.

chris told me that he told ozzy he's voting me but is going to vote sandra out because he made his decision and ozzy is areayd pissed off. he's lying about that. chris insists he's with the final four. by the way, if it were real, i'd be stepping down at final 4 now for sure. but i can promise you chris is a fuckin lying piece of shit.

lindsey said she will do whatever she can to keep me safe.

sugz and i got to talking a bit and she confronted me about some of my lies ot her, i talked to her about some of the lies she told to me. we're going to talk later nad she says she'll tell me whether or not hse's voting me.

i think that's about it...


long story short... if i'm not out this time for some strange miraculous reason i'm sure you'll make sure i am next time


watch me get automatically ejected just because i'm with sandra.

rule number 1... be inactive

[todd]

oh yay ozzy and his bitch chris are in the lead isn't that just sweet?

[todd]

i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored.

woulda been the PERFECT day for a challenge

[todd]

ewwww ozzy is gonna win. lol i wish i had a team mate. i wish i had chance

[todd]

yay lindsey and sugar tied atleast with ego ozzy and his girlfriend chris


atleast i could take solace i nthe fact that chris didn't get the most. hopefulyl lindsey wins it. since rob and erinn obviously can't.

[todd]

my only hope...

and i can't even believe in it because of.. well... what i did first:


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: i didnt ask what they talked about
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and that's about it. but who knwos what the twist will even be... if i'll even have a chance after it is revealed. who knows.

[todd]

just waiting to be executed... lol.



oh yeah tick tock!

jeez...

[todd]

that got old... that tick tock thing... guess i outlived that thing atleast

[todd]

my final tribal council

i don't have anything to say yet except that it's bullshit sandra doesn't get a penalty vote. it really is. she doesn't log in, she doesn't post confessionals, she didn't play i nthe challenge, she doesn't answer jury questions... she doesn't do anything. i do everything and am getting screwed for it.


i really really really regret not being inactive.





chris is so stupid tho. he thinks he's making a decision that would help him to win? as soon as he votes me out over sandra, he loses. that makes 5 jury votes against him and he's out... of the running. automatically.



jeez... she should get a penalty vote. i dont understand why she doesn't. and others agree. it's kinda just really bullshit. everything else is like... just what it is. all the twists and everything are just what they are but catering to the inactive players to help them get to the end is just... really kinda bullshit.


sorry i'n bitching but if you were in my shoes you'd be pretty upset too. doing more than anyone else and getting taken out over the least active person there is.

[todd]

this was with lindsey:


LFN Vast Fanatic (12:50:13 AM): i just told ozzy i was voting for sandra
missimaginary66 (12:50:20 AM): really?
missimaginary66 (12:50:23 AM): like straight out?
missimaginary66 (12:50:53 AM): thnx you
LFN Vast Fanatic (12:51:53 AM): im trying to get him to see things my way
LFN Vast Fanatic (12:52:06 AM): we have erinn, and im guessing rob
LFN Vast Fanatic (12:52:10 AM): dont knwo where chris stands
missimaginary66 (12:52:12 AM): yep
LFN Vast Fanatic (12:52:14 AM): you cant vote
LFN Vast Fanatic (12:52:18 AM): i need 4
missimaginary66 (12:52:19 AM): chris says it's a hrd decision
LFN Vast Fanatic (12:52:21 AM): for a mjaority
missimaginary66 (12:52:26 AM): you do?
missimaginary66 (12:52:52 AM): yeah you do
LFN Vast Fanatic (12:52:54 AM): well i could use three and use my double vote to save you but i really would rather just get 4 votes for a majority
missimaginary66 (12:53:08 AM): would u really use that on me?
missimaginary66 (12:53:11 AM): after everything
missimaginary66 (12:53:15 AM): *hugz*
missimaginary66 (12:53:19 AM): that thought... i love you
missimaginary66 (12:53:47 AM): is sugz on?
missimaginary66 (12:53:54 AM): cause last she told me she was voting sandra
missimaginary66 (12:54:04 AM): she "didn't want one person to have al lteh control"
missimaginary66 (12:56:46 AM): what would happen if you used that vote...
missimaginary66 (12:57:10 AM): yeah we need to talk to sugz
missimaginary66 (12:57:11 AM):
missimaginary66 (1:01:31 AM): sorry hun... i gotta go soon
missimaginary66 (1:01:32 AM): lol
LFN Vast Fanatic (1:02:29 AM): sugar doesnt know what she wants to do
missimaginary66 (1:02:45 AM):
missimaginary66 (1:02:56 AM): ozzy says he's gonna go with the majority
missimaginary66 (1:55:16 AM): hey sorry
missimaginary66 (1:55:18 AM): disconnect
LFN Vast Fanatic (1:55:27 AM): its okay
LFN Vast Fanatic (1:55:35 AM): i posted tc confessional question
missimaginary66 (1:55:35 AM): erinnh ad to go
missimaginary66 (1:55:45 AM): ya?
LFN Vast Fanatic (1:55:49 AM): read it
LFN Vast Fanatic (1:55:55 AM): in the tc forum
missimaginary66 (1:55:56 AM): okie...
missimaginary66 (1:57:07 AM): awwwwwww
missimaginary66 (1:57:09 AM): oh my god
missimaginary66 (1:57:25 AM): that is like the sweetest thing
LFN Vast Fanatic (1:57:33 AM): sandra sucks
LFN Vast Fanatic (1:57:50 AM): and i dont know what ozzy and sugar are going to do
LFN Vast Fanatic (1:57:56 AM): im guessing rob me and erinn are solid
missimaginary66 (1:58:04 AM): yes definately
LFN Vast Fanatic (1:58:06 AM): i havent talked to rob but i sent him a message
missimaginary66 (1:58:15 AM): he is 100%
missimaginary66 (1:58:29 AM): it was him and fighting for his life last night
missimaginary66 (1:58:34 AM): so he;s with me...
missimaginary66 (1:58:43 AM): chris seemed to be really torn tho
LFN Vast Fanatic (1:58:54 AM): what is chris gonna do
LFN Vast Fanatic (1:58:59 AM): is he voting you or is he voting sandra
LFN Vast Fanatic (1:59:12 AM): id feel a lot better if we could figure that out
missimaginary66 (2:01:13 AM): we need to tallk to him tomorrow
missimaginary66 (2:01:20 AM): if he knwos that when he goes with ozzy
missimaginary66 (2:01:32 AM): you and erinn and rob are going to be against him...
missimaginary66 (2:01:38 AM): and he would never win
missimaginary66 (2:01:47 AM): ... he's only with ozzy if it'll get him the win
missimaginary66 (2:01:57 AM): cause he thinks he cant beat rob or erinn at final vote
missimaginary66 (2:02:18 AM): so... we just need to appeal to his senses
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:02:56 AM): well i dont talk to him really so, im going to leave that up to your friend erinn
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:03:32 AM): i want to use chris this vote so we can vote him out next vote
missimaginary66 (2:04:04 AM): yeah erinn will have to do that i guess
missimaginary66 (2:04:10 AM): but i dont know that she can
missimaginary66 (2:04:16 AM): can you convince sugz at all?
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:04:23 AM): she is torn
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:04:26 AM): i tried
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:04:35 AM): she knows you erinn and rob are tight
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:04:40 AM): she asked me why i wouldnt vote for you
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:05:01 AM): she said she understood my reasons for not wanting to (i made it sound like sandra sucks)
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:05:08 AM): didnt want her to think i was alligned with you
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:05:18 AM): i told her i was a floater but couldnt vote for you over sandra
missimaginary66 (2:05:36 AM): well yeah
missimaginary66 (2:05:40 AM): i mean it doesn't make sense
missimaginary66 (2:07:09 AM): but whateva
missimaginary66 (2:07:25 AM): i dont understand why sandra doesn't get a penalty this time
missimaginary66 (2:07:29 AM): is sugz on?
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:07:43 AM): i dont know she hasnt said anything in a while
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:07:47 AM): she was invisible though earlier
missimaginary66 (2:07:56 AM): she had told me she wanted to talk to me tonight
missimaginary66 (2:08:00 AM): but i guess not
missimaginary66 (2:09:16 AM): what can we really do?
missimaginary66 (2:09:31 AM): chris said to me he doesn't want rob in final 4
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:09:46 AM): i dont want chris in the final 4
missimaginary66 (2:09:50 AM): so i told him i could part iwht erinn
missimaginary66 (2:10:01 AM): and i could go with ozzy or whatever
missimaginary66 (2:10:08 AM): but he insists on it being ozzy and him i nthe end
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:10:24 AM): i want chris gone so
missimaginary66 (2:10:29 AM): and last night rob got me to tell him i'd bow out at final 4
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:10:36 AM): if we can get chris to vote to keep you
missimaginary66 (2:10:37 AM): so chris could decide who goes home
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:10:47 AM): we can vote out chris
missimaginary66 (2:10:54 AM): but what if we cant?
missimaginary66 (2:10:58 AM): can u get ozzy?
missimaginary66 (2:11:00 AM): to chill out?
missimaginary66 (2:11:06 AM): he told me he hadn't decided yet
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:11:12 AM): listen, lets think this through
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:11:15 AM): after this vote,
missimaginary66 (2:11:16 AM): and that he was going to go with majority
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:11:19 AM): how many are left
missimaginary66 (2:11:21 AM): 7
missimaginary66 (2:11:32 AM): you, me, erinn, rob?
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:11:33 AM): kk so, we need a 4 majority perhaps
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:11:44 AM): rob shouldnt trust chris anymore
missimaginary66 (2:11:49 AM): he doesn';t
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:11:54 AM): you and erinn know he is with ozzy so
missimaginary66 (2:11:56 AM): and erinn doesn't either
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:12:00 AM): we dont even need ozzy to get rid of chris
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:12:03 AM): but
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:12:07 AM): if something weird happens
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:12:25 AM): sugar has no ties to chris she told me tonight and i can work on ozzy
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:12:29 AM): its a step by step process
missimaginary66 (2:12:33 AM): okie
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:12:35 AM): lets focus on getting chris to keep you
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:12:40 AM): then we worry how we get rid of chris
missimaginary66 (2:12:41 AM): how?
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:13:26 AM): I dunno, maybe tomorrow we can get erinn's input on things
missimaginary66 (2:13:33 AM): ya
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:13:34 AM): she talks to him more than we do and thats all i got to go on
missimaginary66 (2:13:43 AM): yeah i know
missimaginary66 (2:13:47 AM): he is impossible to talk to
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:13:49 AM): right now you know you have three votes
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:14:06 AM): we just want to get chris, if we cant then i may use my plan b but i dont want to
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:14:22 AM): if i use my plan b
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:14:26 AM): and double vote
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:14:34 AM): their three votes wont matter, sandra still leaves and then
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:14:39 AM): they all would have voted against you.
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:14:47 AM): do they really want to go there?
missimaginary66 (2:14:56 AM): exactly
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:14:59 AM): i think they should just play fucking ball and do what i fucking want. lol
missimaginary66 (2:15:02 AM): if we need to let chris know that...
missimaginary66 (2:15:04 AM): do we?
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:15:26 AM): im not going to tell him that, but it could perhaps be brought up
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:15:30 AM): he knows i have a double vote
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:15:42 AM): might as well let someone use it as leverage over him
missimaginary66 (2:16:02 AM): well let me know
missimaginary66 (2:16:05 AM): if you want me to
missimaginary66 (2:16:10 AM): if it's last minute and stuff
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:16:13 AM): i think erinn should
missimaginary66 (2:16:19 AM): and we need to you never know
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:16:20 AM): that way it is less likely to make him mad at YOU
missimaginary66 (2:16:22 AM): yeah true
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:16:25 AM): who we want to protect
missimaginary66 (2:16:30 AM): good thinking
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:16:30 AM): you need to lay low and be chill
missimaginary66 (2:16:51 AM): okie well anyhting you need me to tell erinn then
missimaginary66 (2:16:52 AM): let me know
missimaginary66 (2:16:53 AM): lol
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:17:05 AM): right now she just needs to talk to chris
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:17:08 AM): see where his head is at
missimaginary66 (2:17:11 AM): yeah i know
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:17:14 AM): he surely knows there are three to keep you
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:17:24 AM): me and rob said it on the board
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:17:28 AM): he knows where erinn stands
missimaginary66 (2:17:35 AM): ya...
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:17:39 AM): erinn needs to say whatever she can to him to save you
missimaginary66 (2:17:43 AM): rob asked me to step down for him last night if he left
missimaginary66 (2:17:46 AM): jsut out of respect
missimaginary66 (2:17:51 AM): and i said yes if he left
missimaginary66 (2:17:56 AM): so... i'd hope
missimaginary66 (2:18:03 AM): that he'd not vote me
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:18:11 AM): i dont think rob will vote you
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:18:14 AM): i sent him a message
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:18:18 AM): ill let you know what he says
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:18:22 AM): erinn did too i think
missimaginary66 (2:19:32 AM):
missimaginary66 (2:19:37 AM): yep she did i am pretty sure
missimaginary66 (2:19:44 AM): well my fate is in ur hands
missimaginary66 (2:19:55 AM): and just so you know, erin and i have an understanding
missimaginary66 (2:20:00 AM): that we can vote eachother out
missimaginary66 (2:20:09 AM): especially if we owe someone else
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:20:22 AM): well lets hope it doesnt come to that
missimaginary66 (2:20:41 AM): yeah i know i couldn't do it before final 5 to her
missimaginary66 (2:20:47 AM): and she cant do it to me before final 6
missimaginary66 (2:20:48 AM): lol
missimaginary66 (2:21:06 AM): awwwwwwww
missimaginary66 (2:21:14 AM): steph actually called me her favorite...
missimaginary66 (2:21:16 AM): dont tell
missimaginary66 (2:21:20 AM): that's sweet
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:21:34 AM): lol well im glad she said that
missimaginary66 (2:21:38 AM): i really liked that tribal council answers...
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:21:44 AM): lol
missimaginary66 (2:22:46 AM): i wish chris knew how much the host's would prefer me
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:22:52 AM): rob actually read my message but didnt reply
missimaginary66 (2:22:53 AM): that would probably sway him some
missimaginary66 (2:23:02 AM): yeah he does that
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:23:17 AM): that sort of thing makes me nuts
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:23:18 AM): lol
missimaginary66 (2:23:19 AM): i think he's a compulsive checker klike me
missimaginary66 (2:23:29 AM): and sometimes you dont reply you jsut gotta check
missimaginary66 (2:23:31 AM): constantly
missimaginary66 (2:23:33 AM): lol
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:23:33 AM): lol
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:24:13 AM): this is what i think
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:24:23 AM): last round there were consequences for not competing
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:24:34 AM): i think this round there should have been the same consequences
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:24:38 AM): and since sandra didnt do shit
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:24:43 AM): it should be her, by default
missimaginary66 (2:24:45 AM): oh i know
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:24:46 AM): who is fucking leaving
missimaginary66 (2:24:52 AM): isn't that lame?
missimaginary66 (2:24:59 AM): and chris said she was on aim
missimaginary66 (2:25:05 AM): and told him that she wasn't competing
missimaginary66 (2:25:14 AM): because she didn't care
missimaginary66 (2:25:31 AM): and she wants me out anyway
missimaginary66 (2:25:45 AM): so it's like... she's got no excuse to never ever play
missimaginary66 (2:25:58 AM): but yeah i feel like he may actually tell me
missimaginary66 (2:26:00 AM): chris...
missimaginary66 (2:26:11 AM): cause he told me its a hard decision
missimaginary66 (2:26:28 AM): bugs me that sugs told me she'd tell me and she isn't
missimaginary66 (2:26:44 AM): sorry i'm rambling
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:26:49 AM): its all good i dont mind
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:27:04 AM): its just getting late and i dont know how much longer im going to stay up and wait for rob
missimaginary66 (2:27:13 AM): lol i know
missimaginary66 (2:27:24 AM): maybe work on it tomorrow i guess...
missimaginary66 (2:29:14 AM): thnx you for being on my side
missimaginary66 (2:29:23 AM): i owe you... lots
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:30:34 AM): well dont worry about it for tonight , lets see what happens
missimaginary66 (2:31:00 AM): yepperZ
missimaginary66 (2:31:04 AM): love ya linds
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:31:48 AM): thanks doll
missimaginary66 (2:32:04 AM): ur welcome...
missimaginary66 (2:32:06 AM): thnx u!
missimaginary66 (2:32:42 AM): i am gonna go to bed then
missimaginary66 (2:32:45 AM): sweet dreams
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:33:15 AM): night night , HEY wait
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:33:18 AM): whats your real name
missimaginary66 (2:33:22 AM): lol
missimaginary66 (2:33:24 AM): michael
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:33:43 AM): Michael. my two best friends online are both named Michael
missimaginary66 (2:33:48 AM): my sister's name is amanda
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:33:53 AM): haha thats cool
missimaginary66 (2:33:59 AM): lol yepperz
LFN Vast Fanatic (2:34:05 AM): okay Michael, night night
missimaginary66 (2:34:21 AM): you too hun
missimaginary66 (2:34:23 AM):
missimaginary66 (2:34:26 AM): goodnight


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yeah, that's right. that's my real name. a long time ago when i cut that convo off with her where i was about to tell her something about me that's kinda a secret... that's what it was. that i'm not a girl. told ya you could've guessed!


oh and i agree with her 100%. the whole penalization lst round but not this one is non-sense. really makes me feel like i'm just as valuable as her. which is to say... not at all.

but what else is new really. lol.


on this note... if you're reading this steph, thnx you for what you said about me last night. i really appreciated that. same with the things people said about me in the tribal council thread. i'm feeling very pointless right now... compliments like the one you gave me, steph, are really really nice to hear.







and this is the very breif convo i had with chris... before my internet disconnected again because i literally have the worst luck in the world:

missimaginary66 (12:31:02 AM): disconnect?
LSFissue (12:31:19 AM): switched to my laptop
LSFissue (12:32:36 AM): I told Erin but I dont think I told you
LSFissue (12:32:51 AM): I wanted Ozzy you and Erin in my Final 4
missimaginary66 (12:33:01 AM): really?
LSFissue (12:33:02 AM): cause u3 are the ones I talk to the most
missimaginary66 (12:33:17 AM): it's true that i dont get to tal kto rob as much as i've talked to ozzy
LSFissue (12:33:18 AM): but lately I know Ozzy has pissed both of you off
missimaginary66 (12:33:26 AM): well... ya
LSFissue (12:33:28 AM): so it kinda tough
missimaginary66 (12:33:29 AM): but i mean
missimaginary66 (12:33:33 AM): i could work with him if i had to
missimaginary66 (12:33:41 AM): but i dont htink he could work with me anymore
LSFissue (12:34:05 AM): Yeah I think he wants u out of the final 4
missimaginary66 (12:34:14 AM): most likely
LSFissue (12:34:18 AM): so,,,,Either gonna you or Him
missimaginary66 (12:34:32 AM): maybe we could talk him into what u want
missimaginary66 (12:34:37 AM): but would erinn even want that?
missimaginary66 (12:34:38 AM): anymore?
missimaginary66 (12:34:55 AM): i mean her and i aren't really that much of an item
LSFissue (12:34:55 AM): well, he paranoid cause u know Erinn and Stuff, he wants his own thing
missimaginary66 (12:35:01 AM): i can go seperately of her
LSFissue (12:35:12 AM): I really wanted Coach there
LSFissue (12:35:15 AM): He
missimaginary66 (12:35:21 AM): really?
missimaginary66 (12:35:29 AM): i thought you wanted him gone
LSFissue (12:35:39 AM): no Ozzy wanted Coach there
LSFissue (12:35:42 AM): LOL
missimaginary66 (12:35:43 AM): lol sorry
missimaginary66 (12:35:46 AM): oh he
missimaginary66 (12:35:50 AM): lol sorry missed that
LSFissue (12:35:53 AM): bad mis type
LSFissue (12:36:05 AM): I killed Lincoln
LSFissue (12:36:07 AM): I mean
LSFissue (12:36:09 AM): He did
LSFissue (12:36:10 AM): LOL
missimaginary66 (12:38:17 AM): LOL
missimaginary66 (12:38:18 AM): nice
missimaginary66 (12:38:36 AM): well i've talked to ozz a few times
missimaginary66 (12:38:41 AM): and he seems pretty sure i'm going
missimaginary66 (12:38:48 AM): so i think he wants me out but i dont know
missimaginary66 (12:39:01 AM): he may just be trying to get me going lol
missimaginary66 (12:41:38 AM): so does ozzy know that's the final 4 you want?
LSFissue (12:42:07 AM): I told him, I dont think he approves\
LSFissue (12:42:10 AM): hahha
missimaginary66 (12:42:25 AM): awwwww
missimaginary66 (12:42:28 AM): that sucks
missimaginary66 (12:42:35 AM): so you really dont want rob eh?
missimaginary66 (12:42:49 AM): is it just me he doesn't like or is it me and erinn combined?
LSFissue (12:42:57 AM): I know u Ozzy and Erinn more than Rob
LSFissue (12:43:06 AM): but of course if I knew Rob better
LSFissue (12:43:35 AM): you guys are just online more I guess
missimaginary66 (12:43:42 AM): yeah...
missimaginary66 (12:43:47 AM): u dont talk to lindsey much eh?
LSFissue (12:43:55 AM): she always invisible!
missimaginary66 (12:44:10 AM): ya
missimaginary66 (12:44:14 AM): that is strange
missimaginary66 (12:46:31 AM): so u think ur gonna have to decide between me and ozzy, basically, is the problem eh?
LSFissue (12:46:49 AM): Oh yeah
LSFissue (12:47:15 AM): thats gonna be harder than deciding between Coach and Rob too
missimaginary66 (12:47:26 AM): awwww
missimaginary66 (12:47:29 AM): well...
missimaginary66 (12:47:42 AM): if you want me to not make you choose, i can promise that
missimaginary66 (12:47:50 AM): but ya... ozzy probably will always want me gone
missimaginary66 (12:48:36 AM): results
LSFissue (12:49:16 AM): ok
missimaginary66 (12:49:22 AM): wow
LSFissue (12:49:25 AM): its gonna be a war now

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fuckin idiot. fuckin prick. i filled rob in on what chris said about him... by PM earlier today. also let him know what lindsey said last night... some of it... the stuff that immediately pertains to me staying.



and i sent chris the following PM this morning because i'm having a big problem jsut sitting back:

[todd]

hey...

all i can really say... nick and amber are mad that they went out before inactives. i can see them honestly voting you to win at the end if you take out sandra... i know that if you voted to keep sandra, them and coach especialyl would not wanna vote you. and i know i wouldn't and erinn wouldn't and lindsey wouldn't and i can't see rob voting you either.

i think that's really like my biggest argument is how it would look i nthe eyes of the jury members that are already there and the jury members that will be there.

i mean, i'll even let them know when i do get on jury that you were responsible for getting out the inactives. i could even make sure they know that sugar and ozzy tried to keep sandra.


i mean... i'm basically saying that if you vote out sandra right now, i can almost garantee that when you make final 2 you will win.


yeah that's my biggest thing. not only would it make you the hero, it would cement others as being the villains.



i guess that and i have three votes already is my only real arguments i have to keep me.




if there's anything else i can do, i hope you'll let me know. thnx. i really do trust that you're gonna make the best decision for the game and for yourself... and i really believe that both decisions are the same.