Post by todd on Apr 21, 2010 23:43:22 GMT -6
limbo
i feel like i'm not supposed to be here anymore.
*starts the countdown on a clock on the wall*... yepperZ folks this is the beginning of the end
maybe if i'd go for some individual immunities again lol... nah, i'm needed at tribal. i'm not gonna bitch abt it like ozzy either lol j/k
a lot happened there...
we all saw it. i'm sure everyone talked abt it in their confessionals and i dont really wanna re-hash it. kinda a shame i couldn't put my weird commentary on such a crazy round of the game but whateva.
never been given an immunity idol before. never been liked by the majority. well i mean i have but like... okay that was just wrong. lately i haven't been liked. lol.
i am over bearing, annoying, and "the cause of way too much drama"... on that note...
WITH SUGAR:
xSugahCanex is available
xSugahCanex
: :-)
: game on :-)
missimaginary66
: i dont know why you dont like me
: you never even have tlaked ot me barely
: i mean i understand us not working together
: lol
xSugahCanex
: it's not that i dislike you at all
missimaginary66
: but actually personalyl not liking me and calling me psycho
: i like you
: just so ya know :-)
xSugahCanex
: oh, i like you too
xSugahCanex
: but the drama bullshit you cause, yeah, nor so much
: *not
: and the status updates, the avvies updates, siggie updates, really, it's just all way tooo much
: and then you cry that nobody like you
: why do you think they don't when you pull all that bullshit drama?
missimaginary66
: i dont know
: but y'all seem to like brendan
: and you want a list of the hsit he's caused?
: i'm jsut trying to fit in
: apparently you have to be a cocksucker to get anywhere
xSugahCanex
: what did trashing candice have to do with it?
missimaginary66
: and that shit abt not liking the popular clique thing
xSugahCanex
: nothing
missimaginary66
: you do it all the time
xSugahCanex
: i do?
missimaginary66
: why tell erinn those lies?
: why lie so much?
xSugahCanex
: what did i tell erinn?
missimaginary66
: that you weren't for the popular clique thing
: joining games with all ur friends
: auto alliances
: all that shit
xSugahCanex
: i am not at all
: that was not a lie
: i hate playing with friends actually
missimaginary66
: all right
: then why did u team up with all of them?
missimaginary66
: all right then
: sorry
: can we just agree to disagree or whatever?
: i dont wanna start fighting with you too
: fine
: i know you never liked me from day 1
: or you'd have approached me
: to tal kto me
: same with candice
: same with all of u
: if ur not i nthe group, you're nobody
: so whatever
xSugahCanex
: i have been really low key in this game
missimaginary66
: ya i know but...
: brendan said i was with y'all
: and u talked to erinn more than me even
: like at the start...
xSugahCanex
: i talked to her once
missimaginary66
: i actualyl tried to be with you guys
: but everytime i'd say hi...
: it was like the most i'd get was a hi back then nothing else
xSugahCanex
: i invited you to my wedding!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
: lol
missimaginary66
: so ya i've been a major bitch but i feel like you all have absolutely no use for me
: yeah i know
xSugahCanex
: that is the thing
missimaginary66
: at that point i thought i was in
: but after those two group chats i was invited to, no one ever spoe with me again
: lol
: spoke*
xSugahCanex
: you feel that nobody has a use for you so you just start drama so it is hard to trust you
missimaginary66
: ya... i know
: i am an attention whore
xSugahCanex
: i figured from day one you and rob would just try and get me out anyway
missimaginary66
: i know that
: i never wanted you out personally
: you were only the host
: not one of the people who actualyl fucked me
: and you've always been nice
: super nice
: i... hope we aren't enemies
: i menafter the game
xSugahCanex
: no, but you got nate out
: and now candice
: so i am pissed
missimaginary66
: yeah...
: i know
: we're after eachother in the game now
: that's clear
xSugahCanex
: it didn't need to be that way
missimaginary66
: ...
: i know that now
: you guys never really liked brendan that much
: see...
: he banned me from the game he is running
: and blackmailed me to do what he wanted here
: that's one example of why i cant deal wit hhim
: most of my anger here... because of him
: he's jsut been a motherfucker to me all game
missimaginary66
: i wish i'd tried harder to talk to you guys
: when brendan told me it was him and candice to final 2
: and that i couldn't get better than fifth
: i had to bail
: he even told me i could go to final 2 in this dominica game as a consolation prize
xSugahCanex
: well that sucks, i get that pissed you off, but attacking candice was not cool because of it
missimaginary66
: ya i know
: i feel bad for that
: and for not telling nate
: i really regret those two things
: but most of my "attacks" had to do with brendan and his "cybersex" thing
: the "ewwwwwwwwwww it's candice"
: and the candice is a ho and all that
: it was a joke, abt brendan being a creepy stalker
: which he is
missimaginary66
: ... the game aside, i'm sorry
: and if i'm ever in one with you again where we are like supposed to be allies at the start, i'll try and talk to you more
xSugahCanex
: ok, here is what i can't understand
: you have told me ppl have made fun of you and treated you bad
: so why would you do that to candice?
missimaginary66
: not really made fun of me, no
: jsut left me out when they sai i was part of their alliance
: and what exactly did i do to candice?
: cause i've gotten back thingsi n ever said to her
xSugahCanex
: sorry, i meant in your life
missimaginary66
: oh...
: yeah... i see whta u meant
: i mean i did say somethings
: but some things i've been blamed for syaing, i never said
xSugahCanex
: i am talking about the things you put in your avvies updates about her
missimaginary66
: oh...
xSugahCanex
: i know i would hate someone to do that to me, coz i know how it feels to be made fun of too :-(
missimaginary66
: well those were jokes like hers to me before in MI
: and liek i said mainly abt brendan in a roundabout way
: i mean...
: did brendan ever tell you the story abt having cybersex with her and thinking they had a real connection?
: that shit CREEPED me out
: so i joked abt it
missimaginary66
: and i didn't think it would hurt her, honestly
: she said before that she does that stuff as a joke
missimaginary66
: and honestly...
: if candice was hurt by it...
: why did she engage in that shhit with brendan?
: i was hurt by her calling me an STD and al lthat shit
: cause i dont take part i nthat childsish stuff
: but she does
: she's the one talking to a stalker
: not me
: so really...
: i feel bad but at the same rate, is she really offended? honestly?
xSugahCanex
: well, i just don't think there is any reason to make it public
missimaginary66
: brendan did
: by going around bragging
missimaginary66
: saying him and candice had this big emotional connection
: really, you should be laying a guilt trip on him too
: cause he's the one that gave her the bad name
: all of us over here...
: have just been joking abt it
: because it's gross
: literally... disgusting
: i'm sorry
xSugahCanex
: lol
: i let ppl do what they want
missimaginary66
: true
: well i didn't think it'd offend her
: when she told me it did
: i started to feel bad
: and i stopped
: and my update now is not an insult
missimaginary66
: and i can remove it if anyone is offended
: cause that's not what i'm trying to do
xSugahCanex
: i just don't want to have to be enemies
missimaginary66
: ...
: in the game or outside of it?
: cause i have always loved ya sugz
xSugahCanex
: in the game, i don't let shit carry outside at all
missimaginary66
: u and mikey were the only things that kept me sane
: so... you dont wanna be working against eachother?
missimaginary66
: try really hard at the challenge
: REALLY REALLY hard
: jsut a warning, i have about 20 or 25 mins left before i gotta go :-)
missimaginary66
: oh i got a question!
: brendan has been saying for the last three rounds that he's quitting
: that's not true at all, right?
: lol
xSugahCanex
: lol, i have no clue
missimaginary66
: :-P
xSugahCanex
: i don't pay attention
missimaginary66
: lol!
: atleast i'm not the weirdest i nthis game
: 2nd, sure
: :-P
xSugahCanex
: lol
missimaginary66
: so yo umean you wanna work together?
: like... did i misunderstand that?
: it's a shocker
xSugahCanex
: i don't know if i can trust you
: i mean Rob lied, tho i figured he prolly was
missimaginary66
: i guess it's the same thing here
: i dont know if i could trust you
: :-P
: but i'd want to
xSugahCanex
: fair enough
missimaginary66
: i guess it would depend on who u want gone really
: i mean if we cant see eye to eye on someone then... lol
xSugahCanex
: well, i have been clear i want ozzy gone
: you are working with him
: lol
missimaginary66
: only for so long
: i stand no chance in hell against him
: he's like brendan without the creepiness
: lol
xSugahCanex
: lol
missimaginary66
: i want brendan gone
: in no particular order
missimaginary66
: it's kinda a relief jsut to hear u dont want me gone first
: i kinda dont want brendan to make the merge...
: any idea when that might be?
missimaginary66
: hmmm... i gotta go for the night
: but u could PM me if you want whenever or say hi when u see me on :-)
xSugahCanex
: i will, ttys
missimaginary66
: you too
: sorry again for hurting candice
: really didn't think it would for real at all
xSugahCanex
: it's done
missimaginary66
: okie :-)
: she's an awesome person, or seems like it
: :-)
: ttyl
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yeah right, i didn't hurt candice. just like candice never hurt me. we're all just a little bit immature, to be here instead of outside i nthe first place. not one of us here is really all there mentally, i mean c'mon... being kinda off is like a requirement of even finding these games.
should i take down my new text under my avatar thing? i'm starting to be the EXACT thing i always said i didn;t like.
but really, i'm starting to see... it's just the way almost all of us are, here. and so many people just embrace it and probably dont even question it... atleas i question it still...
sorry i'm just talking very strange now.
okay so... whatever candice deal with it, i deal with it all the time and really u were with that dude, brendan, what do u expect? did ya not catch the stuff he was going around saying? honestly? the way convos spread around here, like wild fire...
ewwwwwwww i've heard more things i've "said" that i honestly dont recall saying. and i do that sometimes where i speak in the moment and dont even remember but now it's jsut too much, and i saw brendan editting convos, caught him already so... pretty sure there's some really bad stuff going around, worse than i've actually said.
about the sugar angle... i told nick abt it right before i left... it's at the end of this convo, running from after the results of tribal to now:
oops missing the convo. oh well i told him i talked to her and she wantd to work wit hme and we might be able to change things yet... wateva. i also got a little upset at him i nthe middle of it for posterity's sake... like... keeping the whole pyscho bitch hting i ntact. lol. wateva.
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and i told ozzy this abt it:
IambetterthanYul
: any update
missimaginary66
: ummmmmm...
: told sugz i'd see if we could work together
: and we should talk tomorrow
: ummmmm... nick is def playing hard
: i told him sugz talked to me and we may be able to change the game still
: it may be an angle we could look at, who knows
: doubt it
: lol
: they're jsut reaching most likely
: and not much besides that no
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i also gave him everything i said to sugz that was bad abt him or anything that could seem bad at all as i was saying it... i do that basically anytime i tal kto anyone from the other side because i am with my people to the death. i've never been so loyal... *looks at teh countdown on the wall*... to the death.
and i'm putting myself oout there... majorly. for the world to see.
so i'll probably be one of the first from my side to go. but tonight felt so good. the last of them... being candice... gone. not the last of the other side... the last of the people i was getting my own little personal revenge on
i've got no regrets, other than not telling nate i was gonna vote him. so far, that's the only real lasting regret i see having. he's a good guy.
i'd regret the things i said abt candice but lets be honest, she doesn't care. if she does, than i am sorry. but i really have a hard time believing anything i said could affect her like... at all.
here's an in interesting piece of a convo i had with linds (most of what i talk abt with her, as i said before, is personal... so i'm pretty much only gonna be able to ever give pieces... lol):
LFN Vast Fanatic is available
LFN Vast Fanatic
: im sorry i couldnt join your chat earlier. Chris invited me but i was so busy with my game
: i heard you used your idol and sugar left
missimaginary66
: candice left
: but ya same thing
: lol
LFN Vast Fanatic
: yeah thats what i meant
: lol
missimaginary66
: hehehe
LFN Vast Fanatic
: they are the same
: lol
missimaginary66
: me and sugz are fighting
: as we speak
LFN Vast Fanatic
: she can get over it
: Her and sandra were going to vote me if my tribe had gone to tc
missimaginary66
: i know
: lol
LFN Vast Fanatic
: im going to bust my ass, starting at 7am and go for immunity tomorrow
: i just wanted you to know
missimaginary66
: cool, you and ozz gotta win
: i'm one of the ones attending tribal
LFN Vast Fanatic
: tell me something
missimaginary66
: lol
LFN Vast Fanatic
: do you know if brendan, nick, amber, sugar, sandra, etc have school or work tomorrow
missimaginary66
: well amber is hardly here
: sugar prolyl will do good
LFN Vast Fanatic
: yeah heidi doesnt count either
missimaginary66
: brendan has no life at all
LFN Vast Fanatic
: she hasnt logged in at all
: no school or work
missimaginary66
: so brendan and sugz will prolly be safe
: and nick prolly safe too
LFN Vast Fanatic
: well i cant really rack a bunch of posts tonight but
: i can do it all day tomorrow with no breaks
: im cool like that.
: my husband leaves at 7am, ill just get up and start posting
: all day till it ends
: if i dont get Immunity then so be it
missimaginary66
: oh okay cool
: well ur good then
: i hope you win
: and dont let brendan win
LFN Vast Fanatic
: ill do what i can
LFN Vast Fanatic
: i feel im a bit on the outside of our alliance and im scared of going to tc. lol
missimaginary66
: of our alliance?
: really?
: i think coach and erinn are the outsiders if anyone
LFN Vast Fanatic
: really?
: Erinn and Chris i always assumed were close
: coach isnt ever in our chats i dont think
missimaginary66
: oh yeah they are
: ur right
: no coach is the definite outsider
: but i thought uand ozzy were usper close?
LFN Vast Fanatic
: I talk to him a bit, but i talk to rob some too
: rob is the one that told me sandra was going to vote for me
: well
: he told me that she asked him to vote for me
: same thing
missimaginary66
: if we have to vote someone out
: it'd be coach
: and after that i will bow out
LFN Vast Fanatic
: I have sent him 1 pm, that he replied to
: other than that, i havent talked to him at all
missimaginary66
: lol i have tlaked to him through a few PMs now cause of that tribal
LFN Vast Fanatic
: and dont bow out, that is such a me move.
: i bowed out at final 5 my last game
: the one i played with our host
: they were all my friends
: i just couldnt vote for em
missimaginary66
: well...
: honestly i will have to bow out at some point
: i am not here to win against rob or erinn or ozzy or even you
: so... ya
: i have a game with rob in may
: and it is just... more important that this one
: so icant make any nemies of yall
: lol
LFN Vast Fanatic
: well your my favorite person in the game, id hate to see you bow out. But i cant say that i havent done the same myself a time or two so i hear ya
: just sucks. lol
: erinn has only talked to me through pm's. And Chris isnt really close to me like he is with erinn
: im not sure he has seen much of my personality even
: our convo's go nowhere.
: ozzy is all buisness. lol
missimaginary66
: lol ozzy is
: i'm more into making friends this game
: lol
LFN Vast Fanatic
: i think he was close to ty
: and ive been wondering who he will buddy up with now
LFN Vast Fanatic
: usualy in games i have a solid alliance of 3 or 4
: but this game, its been one huge alliance to get out the others
missimaginary66
: if you wanna allign with me...
: we could
: but i have a big problem voting out rob or ozzy
: i know erinn would bow out
: one of us will have to, her and i
LFN Vast Fanatic
: do you think, me you rob and ozzy could make a final four?
: im just throwing ideas out there
missimaginary66
: yeah
: if theyd both agree
LFN Vast Fanatic
: chris and erinn are close, and i dont think there is room for me with them
missimaginary66
: i'd be down
LFN Vast Fanatic
: i havent ever mentioned it to either of them
: and im a bit afraid to
: lol
missimaginary66
: ll
: ya actually
: i'd mention it to rob
: before ozzy
LFN Vast Fanatic
: i think when the time comes though, that is a scenerio i could be happy with
missimaginary66
: all right
: i didn't think anyone would want me in F4 to be honest
: well except rob
LFN Vast Fanatic
: well id want you there over erinn or chris
: its not often i get along with a chick, lol
: idk , you like NIN and pot. your one of my peeps! yo
missimaginary66
: lol awesome
: i can tell you something i dont want ozzy to know
: i think rob knows but actually i dont want anyone to know
.......... ooooooh what a cliff-hanger to leave off with.
lol it's nothing that intersting anyway if you actually got to see it you'd probably be like "figured". and it's not abt the game so no need to share it here
cant wait to see if brendan re-bans me in his game since i broke the deal that he made with me for me to be unban to begin with.
hahahahaha what a joke
his reaction was funny.... i forget what he said but he was like "good you got me i'm out" or something... i think referring to his latest threat to quit the game... the one that if candice goes he'll leave. lol. every friggin round man, i'm gonna quit the game! AHHHHHHH!!! whatever. we get it.
that so reminds me of me in my very first game, as much as i hate to say it... lol but that's a whole other story
jeez... 2:40 am i was not gonna stay up this late.
guess i gotta go. i'll try hard to get more written in here tomorrow and get back on it with the convos and such. that was a fun little period there. lol. for me anyway.
oh... ozzy's plan for the challenge... is just to have 5 voters there... him and lindsey will try to win immunity... and so the rest of us would go?
lol... oops should have paid more attention on that one. well i'll clarify it some if it needs to be later. i know i just rememberd to let erinn know beforei go. i hate having to tell her those things. i dont wanna tell her how to play. i want ozzy to do that. it's his plans. lol. "i'm just along for the ride!" hahaha.
oh wait erinn will be gone all day tomorrow anyway. lol. okay then it's more like letting her off the hook.
good. k i gotta go. for real.
talk tomorrow dear confessional. and maybe even the next day too...
tick tock
i feel like i'm not supposed to be here anymore.
*starts the countdown on a clock on the wall*... yepperZ folks this is the beginning of the end
maybe if i'd go for some individual immunities again lol... nah, i'm needed at tribal. i'm not gonna bitch abt it like ozzy either lol j/k
a lot happened there...
we all saw it. i'm sure everyone talked abt it in their confessionals and i dont really wanna re-hash it. kinda a shame i couldn't put my weird commentary on such a crazy round of the game but whateva.
never been given an immunity idol before. never been liked by the majority. well i mean i have but like... okay that was just wrong. lately i haven't been liked. lol.
i am over bearing, annoying, and "the cause of way too much drama"... on that note...
WITH SUGAR:
xSugahCanex is available
xSugahCanex
: :-)
: game on :-)
missimaginary66
: i dont know why you dont like me
: you never even have tlaked ot me barely
: i mean i understand us not working together
: lol
xSugahCanex
: it's not that i dislike you at all
missimaginary66
: but actually personalyl not liking me and calling me psycho
: i like you
: just so ya know :-)
xSugahCanex
: oh, i like you too
xSugahCanex
: but the drama bullshit you cause, yeah, nor so much
: *not
: and the status updates, the avvies updates, siggie updates, really, it's just all way tooo much
: and then you cry that nobody like you
: why do you think they don't when you pull all that bullshit drama?
missimaginary66
: i dont know
: but y'all seem to like brendan
: and you want a list of the hsit he's caused?
: i'm jsut trying to fit in
: apparently you have to be a cocksucker to get anywhere
xSugahCanex
: what did trashing candice have to do with it?
missimaginary66
: and that shit abt not liking the popular clique thing
xSugahCanex
: nothing
missimaginary66
: you do it all the time
xSugahCanex
: i do?
missimaginary66
: why tell erinn those lies?
: why lie so much?
xSugahCanex
: what did i tell erinn?
missimaginary66
: that you weren't for the popular clique thing
: joining games with all ur friends
: auto alliances
: all that shit
xSugahCanex
: i am not at all
: that was not a lie
: i hate playing with friends actually
missimaginary66
: all right
: then why did u team up with all of them?
missimaginary66
: all right then
: sorry
: can we just agree to disagree or whatever?
: i dont wanna start fighting with you too
: fine
: i know you never liked me from day 1
: or you'd have approached me
: to tal kto me
: same with candice
: same with all of u
: if ur not i nthe group, you're nobody
: so whatever
xSugahCanex
: i have been really low key in this game
missimaginary66
: ya i know but...
: brendan said i was with y'all
: and u talked to erinn more than me even
: like at the start...
xSugahCanex
: i talked to her once
missimaginary66
: i actualyl tried to be with you guys
: but everytime i'd say hi...
: it was like the most i'd get was a hi back then nothing else
xSugahCanex
: i invited you to my wedding!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
: lol
missimaginary66
: so ya i've been a major bitch but i feel like you all have absolutely no use for me
: yeah i know
xSugahCanex
: that is the thing
missimaginary66
: at that point i thought i was in
: but after those two group chats i was invited to, no one ever spoe with me again
: lol
: spoke*
xSugahCanex
: you feel that nobody has a use for you so you just start drama so it is hard to trust you
missimaginary66
: ya... i know
: i am an attention whore
xSugahCanex
: i figured from day one you and rob would just try and get me out anyway
missimaginary66
: i know that
: i never wanted you out personally
: you were only the host
: not one of the people who actualyl fucked me
: and you've always been nice
: super nice
: i... hope we aren't enemies
: i menafter the game
xSugahCanex
: no, but you got nate out
: and now candice
: so i am pissed
missimaginary66
: yeah...
: i know
: we're after eachother in the game now
: that's clear
xSugahCanex
: it didn't need to be that way
missimaginary66
: ...
: i know that now
: you guys never really liked brendan that much
: see...
: he banned me from the game he is running
: and blackmailed me to do what he wanted here
: that's one example of why i cant deal wit hhim
: most of my anger here... because of him
: he's jsut been a motherfucker to me all game
missimaginary66
: i wish i'd tried harder to talk to you guys
: when brendan told me it was him and candice to final 2
: and that i couldn't get better than fifth
: i had to bail
: he even told me i could go to final 2 in this dominica game as a consolation prize
xSugahCanex
: well that sucks, i get that pissed you off, but attacking candice was not cool because of it
missimaginary66
: ya i know
: i feel bad for that
: and for not telling nate
: i really regret those two things
: but most of my "attacks" had to do with brendan and his "cybersex" thing
: the "ewwwwwwwwwww it's candice"
: and the candice is a ho and all that
: it was a joke, abt brendan being a creepy stalker
: which he is
missimaginary66
: ... the game aside, i'm sorry
: and if i'm ever in one with you again where we are like supposed to be allies at the start, i'll try and talk to you more
xSugahCanex
: ok, here is what i can't understand
: you have told me ppl have made fun of you and treated you bad
: so why would you do that to candice?
missimaginary66
: not really made fun of me, no
: jsut left me out when they sai i was part of their alliance
: and what exactly did i do to candice?
: cause i've gotten back thingsi n ever said to her
xSugahCanex
: sorry, i meant in your life
missimaginary66
: oh...
: yeah... i see whta u meant
: i mean i did say somethings
: but some things i've been blamed for syaing, i never said
xSugahCanex
: i am talking about the things you put in your avvies updates about her
missimaginary66
: oh...
xSugahCanex
: i know i would hate someone to do that to me, coz i know how it feels to be made fun of too :-(
missimaginary66
: well those were jokes like hers to me before in MI
: and liek i said mainly abt brendan in a roundabout way
: i mean...
: did brendan ever tell you the story abt having cybersex with her and thinking they had a real connection?
: that shit CREEPED me out
: so i joked abt it
missimaginary66
: and i didn't think it would hurt her, honestly
: she said before that she does that stuff as a joke
missimaginary66
: and honestly...
: if candice was hurt by it...
: why did she engage in that shhit with brendan?
: i was hurt by her calling me an STD and al lthat shit
: cause i dont take part i nthat childsish stuff
: but she does
: she's the one talking to a stalker
: not me
: so really...
: i feel bad but at the same rate, is she really offended? honestly?
xSugahCanex
: well, i just don't think there is any reason to make it public
missimaginary66
: brendan did
: by going around bragging
missimaginary66
: saying him and candice had this big emotional connection
: really, you should be laying a guilt trip on him too
: cause he's the one that gave her the bad name
: all of us over here...
: have just been joking abt it
: because it's gross
: literally... disgusting
: i'm sorry
xSugahCanex
: lol
: i let ppl do what they want
missimaginary66
: true
: well i didn't think it'd offend her
: when she told me it did
: i started to feel bad
: and i stopped
: and my update now is not an insult
missimaginary66
: and i can remove it if anyone is offended
: cause that's not what i'm trying to do
xSugahCanex
: i just don't want to have to be enemies
missimaginary66
: ...
: in the game or outside of it?
: cause i have always loved ya sugz
xSugahCanex
: in the game, i don't let shit carry outside at all
missimaginary66
: u and mikey were the only things that kept me sane
: so... you dont wanna be working against eachother?
missimaginary66
: try really hard at the challenge
: REALLY REALLY hard
: jsut a warning, i have about 20 or 25 mins left before i gotta go :-)
missimaginary66
: oh i got a question!
: brendan has been saying for the last three rounds that he's quitting
: that's not true at all, right?
: lol
xSugahCanex
: lol, i have no clue
missimaginary66
: :-P
xSugahCanex
: i don't pay attention
missimaginary66
: lol!
: atleast i'm not the weirdest i nthis game
: 2nd, sure
: :-P
xSugahCanex
: lol
missimaginary66
: so yo umean you wanna work together?
: like... did i misunderstand that?
: it's a shocker
xSugahCanex
: i don't know if i can trust you
: i mean Rob lied, tho i figured he prolly was
missimaginary66
: i guess it's the same thing here
: i dont know if i could trust you
: :-P
: but i'd want to
xSugahCanex
: fair enough
missimaginary66
: i guess it would depend on who u want gone really
: i mean if we cant see eye to eye on someone then... lol
xSugahCanex
: well, i have been clear i want ozzy gone
: you are working with him
: lol
missimaginary66
: only for so long
: i stand no chance in hell against him
: he's like brendan without the creepiness
: lol
xSugahCanex
: lol
missimaginary66
: i want brendan gone
: in no particular order
missimaginary66
: it's kinda a relief jsut to hear u dont want me gone first
: i kinda dont want brendan to make the merge...
: any idea when that might be?
missimaginary66
: hmmm... i gotta go for the night
: but u could PM me if you want whenever or say hi when u see me on :-)
xSugahCanex
: i will, ttys
missimaginary66
: you too
: sorry again for hurting candice
: really didn't think it would for real at all
xSugahCanex
: it's done
missimaginary66
: okie :-)
: she's an awesome person, or seems like it
: :-)
: ttyl
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yeah right, i didn't hurt candice. just like candice never hurt me. we're all just a little bit immature, to be here instead of outside i nthe first place. not one of us here is really all there mentally, i mean c'mon... being kinda off is like a requirement of even finding these games.
should i take down my new text under my avatar thing? i'm starting to be the EXACT thing i always said i didn;t like.
but really, i'm starting to see... it's just the way almost all of us are, here. and so many people just embrace it and probably dont even question it... atleas i question it still...
sorry i'm just talking very strange now.
okay so... whatever candice deal with it, i deal with it all the time and really u were with that dude, brendan, what do u expect? did ya not catch the stuff he was going around saying? honestly? the way convos spread around here, like wild fire...
ewwwwwwww i've heard more things i've "said" that i honestly dont recall saying. and i do that sometimes where i speak in the moment and dont even remember but now it's jsut too much, and i saw brendan editting convos, caught him already so... pretty sure there's some really bad stuff going around, worse than i've actually said.
about the sugar angle... i told nick abt it right before i left... it's at the end of this convo, running from after the results of tribal to now:
oops missing the convo. oh well i told him i talked to her and she wantd to work wit hme and we might be able to change things yet... wateva. i also got a little upset at him i nthe middle of it for posterity's sake... like... keeping the whole pyscho bitch hting i ntact. lol. wateva.
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and i told ozzy this abt it:
IambetterthanYul
: any update
missimaginary66
: ummmmmm...
: told sugz i'd see if we could work together
: and we should talk tomorrow
: ummmmm... nick is def playing hard
: i told him sugz talked to me and we may be able to change the game still
: it may be an angle we could look at, who knows
: doubt it
: lol
: they're jsut reaching most likely
: and not much besides that no
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i also gave him everything i said to sugz that was bad abt him or anything that could seem bad at all as i was saying it... i do that basically anytime i tal kto anyone from the other side because i am with my people to the death. i've never been so loyal... *looks at teh countdown on the wall*... to the death.
and i'm putting myself oout there... majorly. for the world to see.
so i'll probably be one of the first from my side to go. but tonight felt so good. the last of them... being candice... gone. not the last of the other side... the last of the people i was getting my own little personal revenge on
i've got no regrets, other than not telling nate i was gonna vote him. so far, that's the only real lasting regret i see having. he's a good guy.
i'd regret the things i said abt candice but lets be honest, she doesn't care. if she does, than i am sorry. but i really have a hard time believing anything i said could affect her like... at all.
here's an in interesting piece of a convo i had with linds (most of what i talk abt with her, as i said before, is personal... so i'm pretty much only gonna be able to ever give pieces... lol):
LFN Vast Fanatic is available
LFN Vast Fanatic
: im sorry i couldnt join your chat earlier. Chris invited me but i was so busy with my game
: i heard you used your idol and sugar left
missimaginary66
: candice left
: but ya same thing
: lol
LFN Vast Fanatic
: yeah thats what i meant
: lol
missimaginary66
: hehehe
LFN Vast Fanatic
: they are the same
: lol
missimaginary66
: me and sugz are fighting
: as we speak
LFN Vast Fanatic
: she can get over it
: Her and sandra were going to vote me if my tribe had gone to tc
missimaginary66
: i know
: lol
LFN Vast Fanatic
: im going to bust my ass, starting at 7am and go for immunity tomorrow
: i just wanted you to know
missimaginary66
: cool, you and ozz gotta win
: i'm one of the ones attending tribal
LFN Vast Fanatic
: tell me something
missimaginary66
: lol
LFN Vast Fanatic
: do you know if brendan, nick, amber, sugar, sandra, etc have school or work tomorrow
missimaginary66
: well amber is hardly here
: sugar prolyl will do good
LFN Vast Fanatic
: yeah heidi doesnt count either
missimaginary66
: brendan has no life at all
LFN Vast Fanatic
: she hasnt logged in at all
: no school or work
missimaginary66
: so brendan and sugz will prolly be safe
: and nick prolly safe too
LFN Vast Fanatic
: well i cant really rack a bunch of posts tonight but
: i can do it all day tomorrow with no breaks
: im cool like that.
: my husband leaves at 7am, ill just get up and start posting
: all day till it ends
: if i dont get Immunity then so be it
missimaginary66
: oh okay cool
: well ur good then
: i hope you win
: and dont let brendan win
LFN Vast Fanatic
: ill do what i can
LFN Vast Fanatic
: i feel im a bit on the outside of our alliance and im scared of going to tc. lol
missimaginary66
: of our alliance?
: really?
: i think coach and erinn are the outsiders if anyone
LFN Vast Fanatic
: really?
: Erinn and Chris i always assumed were close
: coach isnt ever in our chats i dont think
missimaginary66
: oh yeah they are
: ur right
: no coach is the definite outsider
: but i thought uand ozzy were usper close?
LFN Vast Fanatic
: I talk to him a bit, but i talk to rob some too
: rob is the one that told me sandra was going to vote for me
: well
: he told me that she asked him to vote for me
: same thing
missimaginary66
: if we have to vote someone out
: it'd be coach
: and after that i will bow out
LFN Vast Fanatic
: I have sent him 1 pm, that he replied to
: other than that, i havent talked to him at all
missimaginary66
: lol i have tlaked to him through a few PMs now cause of that tribal
LFN Vast Fanatic
: and dont bow out, that is such a me move.
: i bowed out at final 5 my last game
: the one i played with our host
: they were all my friends
: i just couldnt vote for em
missimaginary66
: well...
: honestly i will have to bow out at some point
: i am not here to win against rob or erinn or ozzy or even you
: so... ya
: i have a game with rob in may
: and it is just... more important that this one
: so icant make any nemies of yall
: lol
LFN Vast Fanatic
: well your my favorite person in the game, id hate to see you bow out. But i cant say that i havent done the same myself a time or two so i hear ya
: just sucks. lol
: erinn has only talked to me through pm's. And Chris isnt really close to me like he is with erinn
: im not sure he has seen much of my personality even
: our convo's go nowhere.
: ozzy is all buisness. lol
missimaginary66
: lol ozzy is
: i'm more into making friends this game
: lol
LFN Vast Fanatic
: i think he was close to ty
: and ive been wondering who he will buddy up with now
LFN Vast Fanatic
: usualy in games i have a solid alliance of 3 or 4
: but this game, its been one huge alliance to get out the others
missimaginary66
: if you wanna allign with me...
: we could
: but i have a big problem voting out rob or ozzy
: i know erinn would bow out
: one of us will have to, her and i
LFN Vast Fanatic
: do you think, me you rob and ozzy could make a final four?
: im just throwing ideas out there
missimaginary66
: yeah
: if theyd both agree
LFN Vast Fanatic
: chris and erinn are close, and i dont think there is room for me with them
missimaginary66
: i'd be down
LFN Vast Fanatic
: i havent ever mentioned it to either of them
: and im a bit afraid to
: lol
missimaginary66
: ll
: ya actually
: i'd mention it to rob
: before ozzy
LFN Vast Fanatic
: i think when the time comes though, that is a scenerio i could be happy with
missimaginary66
: all right
: i didn't think anyone would want me in F4 to be honest
: well except rob
LFN Vast Fanatic
: well id want you there over erinn or chris
: its not often i get along with a chick, lol
: idk , you like NIN and pot. your one of my peeps! yo
missimaginary66
: lol awesome
: i can tell you something i dont want ozzy to know
: i think rob knows but actually i dont want anyone to know
.......... ooooooh what a cliff-hanger to leave off with.
lol it's nothing that intersting anyway if you actually got to see it you'd probably be like "figured". and it's not abt the game so no need to share it here
cant wait to see if brendan re-bans me in his game since i broke the deal that he made with me for me to be unban to begin with.
hahahahaha what a joke
his reaction was funny.... i forget what he said but he was like "good you got me i'm out" or something... i think referring to his latest threat to quit the game... the one that if candice goes he'll leave. lol. every friggin round man, i'm gonna quit the game! AHHHHHHH!!! whatever. we get it.
that so reminds me of me in my very first game, as much as i hate to say it... lol but that's a whole other story
jeez... 2:40 am i was not gonna stay up this late.
guess i gotta go. i'll try hard to get more written in here tomorrow and get back on it with the convos and such. that was a fun little period there. lol. for me anyway.
oh... ozzy's plan for the challenge... is just to have 5 voters there... him and lindsey will try to win immunity... and so the rest of us would go?
lol... oops should have paid more attention on that one. well i'll clarify it some if it needs to be later. i know i just rememberd to let erinn know beforei go. i hate having to tell her those things. i dont wanna tell her how to play. i want ozzy to do that. it's his plans. lol. "i'm just along for the ride!" hahaha.
oh wait erinn will be gone all day tomorrow anyway. lol. okay then it's more like letting her off the hook.
good. k i gotta go. for real.
talk tomorrow dear confessional. and maybe even the next day too...
tick tock